I got this message from a good friend:

Life is never about the people who act true in front of you....

It is always about the people who remain true behind your back.

Happy 30th Birthday to our Aussie Girl!!!!

witchie bitchy

Two girls were in the ladies room while we were brushing our teeth this afternoon. To best describe them – brat ojts from la salle. I get irritated when they’re around with all those pa sosyal English and kabastusan (they don’t know how to say excuse me or im sorry).

On my bratty mode, I imitated their expression, “ eeewww kadire”. I lost control but it felt good being bitchy sometime and it ended as a laughing moment for Mama Ca and France.

The next time I see them.. I hope they will be a bit courteous and not too loud girls mocking in the ladies room. These pasosyal bitches are really giving me chills.

Mama Ca's fave term (also from the brats) – “CHILL”

Falling apart

Some people cannot really tell how you are until they get a word from you. Sometimes when I am tired of things I divulge some points in my life. Though, many don’t understand but still I don’t give a damn.

This is one moment where I want to be all by myself and just let go. I wish somehow I was not who I am. I wish that somehow I can total say that I am free of all possible pain this world can incur me. A good girl like me don’t really deserve all these f*cking shit lapses. I believe I had gone through a lot of pain and very much tested by time. Now, the question still lingers, Why me? Why always me?

I am back to myself. I’m trying to kick this off my life for sometime now but it just keeps on haunting me. Leaving me weary and fragile again. I am starting to question myself again. Starting to ask God for why? When and how? All these leads me back to my old graveyard.

Shit happens. Just let it go. It’s really a cruel world out there. Some people you trust and love are the one who is bound to hurt you anyway. Take care of yourself. Look out for falling debris and pit-holes around you.

Many Firsts

For the 1st time, Dinah will be celebrating her bday without us by her side. How's it gonna be from Down-under? Happy Bday girlfriend!!!

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Done with our 1st session of UA Laser Hair Removal at Beverly Hills 6750. See you Jes sa next session.

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1st time that I got sooo bagot at work that we ended up heading to the South part of Manila. Ninja and I was on leave - sick -sickan. ahaha. And marking my 1st ever trip to Festival Mall.

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1st time in history that I can really say that I am broke. Damn. I need to fuel up my bank account soon.

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See that's my many FIRST from last week.