Yehey!

We now have our final list already!!! That is something to celebrate. hehehe. I just blogged about a week ago about our wedding preps dilemma but right now, everything is taking into place. We will be meeting our supplier soon - 1st supplier to sign up a contract and for DP. This is really it!!!!!

After scouting churches & venues, tons of inquiry mails, misunderstandings... here we are settled with our target venue and these few suppliers I've scouted for months. Ofcourse, as a bride, we are getting the best suppliers to make our wedding day really special. There's no ka-ek ekan or what have yous ... it's just going to be a special night with our family and friends.

This is something I am looking forward to. I know there would be a lot of stress, concerns and happy things to come with this preps but this is going to be one heck of a roller coaster ride. In just a few months.....

see you

Bob Ong's Philosophy on love

1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya."

2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."

3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo..Dapat lumandi ka din."

7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka..Kaya quits lang."

10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."

11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."

12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima , sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito.Totoong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."

13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay,kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."

14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao.Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."

15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."

16. Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala

17. Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan

18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at angsisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"

19. " Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal... nakakatakot mahulog... at kapag nahulog ka, it's either by accident or talagang tanga ka..."

Sad endings

I felt a bit sad today upon learning two of my online friends cancelled their wedding. I may not know them personally but I can feel their aches. Both weddings will not push through due to the guy's decision. Both of them realized that they were not yet ready to take the next level.... WHICH I find it sooo weird. Bakit sila nagpropose kung di pala sila ready or kung anuman dahilan nila. They only make paasa and nakakasakit lng sila ng tao. oh well, I pray for strength to my online friends. hugs hugs

Not all fairy tales have a happy ending.

ehem

i have been pre-occupied by a lot of things for the past months. i've lost track already and now, im trying to relax and come back to my senses.

what's keeping me busy? work, wedding preps, love life, family and friends

I actually don't know who to divided my time to my other branches but sometimes (oh, most of the time) lazy me strikes!!! here i am again complaining. i dnt know why but hey, i appreciate what i have. I am really thankful.

I'm just hoping that I can make things happen.

In God's will.

Home sweet home

Go! Face the wall

We often want to get what we want but sometimes, wanting something so badly can do no good to anyone. Our eagerness can lead us to the dark side or may leave us frustrated. In many years of struggling to survive, I tend to succumb to what is laid for me. I got tired of fighting in what I believe in. I got so occupied by non-sense things that I seem to forget to value the people around me…. to value my own being.

I wish I can go back to the time where I started to fall apart. I could have faced my anxieties back then. I should have not runaway from it. I wasn’t able to settle some issues that led me to this weak emotional foundation. Sometimes, regret will just hit you in your face but we cannot live in a world full of regrets as they say. And no matter how angry I am to the people who turned me in a beast, still I am thankful in a way. Mistakes are the greatest lessons in life. It made me more human.

I’m hoping to shape myself to the way I used to… before all the pains and suffering. This reminds me of the homily in today’s gospel. The priest mentioned that there is no resurrection if there is no crucifixion. Suffering comes in our way but these sufferings will lead us to a much better place. “Nasa Diyos ang awa, Nasa tao ang gawa”, I remember father telling that to everyone who attended the mass tonight. We should not blame God for all our sufferings but we should be thankful for it but it is molding us to become a better person.

The biggest challenge in this world is to be able to face the mirror without being scared of what you will see. Believe in yourself that we can face our problems and achieve our ultimate goals. Right now, I can’t just look back and throw tantrums at anyone. Partly, as I’ve said, I am thankful for I have learned. Although, sometimes (just like this very moment) I hate experiencing "this" certain phase in my life that led me to be this vulnerable.

Dodos 8

Happy birthday to me! Happy birthday to me... happy birthday happy birthday... happy birthday to me!!!!

I had a blast on my special day. Spent it with the people so dear to me. =) There's nothing I could ask for, I feel so blessed and I thank God, my family, friends and my Ninja for making everyday of my life so light, so happy and close to perfection.

I have a lisp when I was in my early stage and most people I grew up with still remember my "dodos 8". Now, I'm a full-grown woman trapped on a kid's body. ahahhaha. Things are different now and I am much responsible and matured. Yes, maturity comes with age and experience. This only means that all the challenges I've been through has been an integral part in making the better "ME". Nothing is greater than what I feel right now. There's so much happiness. Thank you for the 28 wonderful years and also for the coming years to come.

888 has been a buzz for sometime now. Lucky 888 as they say. Well, I've always been lucky regardless of any phenomena or whatever the feng shui master has to say. Lucky me!

Updating my wish list

1. done with my Nth session for laser hair removal

2. hair treatment

3. body scrub

4. a good massage

5. a much needed vacation

6. savings!!! savings!!! and more savings

7. graduate from my anger management class

8. techno strap

9. new comfy shoes

10. hot jeans

11. flattering tops

12. eternity ring or "that" necklace

13. laptop --> i'm using Ninja's laptop anyway. dont need one. =)

14. stop myself from reading and reading and reading w@w page everyday. Pde 3x a week lang. ahaha

15. get serious on things that matters most

16. to be more firm with all decisions I make

17. be more care free

18. Shu uemura eyelash curler ( not sure my the spelling)

19. estee's green tea - got D&G Light Blue instead.

20. facial steamer ahaha

21. excercise

22. attend mass as often a I can

23. little charity work

24. house - Ninja's wonderful gift hehehe

25. business

26. revive my brain cells

27. spend more QT with Ninja

28. good health

I got more than I've wished for. Surprise from my Ninja, a great time with my family & friends... all of these are treasures that money can't buy.

BuzzZzz

Buzz 1: Wazzup duck? just doin the count down dude! 5 days to go (in 2 hours and so) and I'll be a good-looking 28 years old woman. Yes, woman!

8-8-8 is so in the hype for most peeps especially those instik / feng shui expert. They marked my day as a very very very significant day. Thank you! There are about 70+++ wedding events on that day. If im not mistake, probably 3-5 concerts. etc,etc,etc. damn, I just can imagine the traffic. Just like other wanna-be(s), I would like to celebrate my day with a BANG. I actually wanted to get married on this date but of course, I'm not. 2 more years honey!

Hey baby.... ang tanda mo na!!! Syet. ahahaha

Buzz 2: I saw a site that made me laugh and get annoyed at the same time. talagang nandun dba!!!! natatawa nlng ako.

Buzz 3: I can sense something but I just don't want to make pansin about it. anyway, im doing fine here and i dont care anymore.

Buzz 4: Anton Miguel Felipe Filart is the newest member of the growing clan of the Felipe's. Growing. I'm telling you how huge this is.

Buzz 5: At almost 28, I am doing stunts and dancing. My gosh. This is the reason why I am limping for days. Call me an over-aged dancer. ahahaha. New bff - Alaxan FR and pasaSSS.

Buzz 6: I was able to save 2K (that's huge men nowadays!) Got my credit card's annual fee for Free. Nice.

Buzz 7: I had my first PS last month.

Buzz 8: things are moving into place right now and it's really making me happy. dreams do come true. Thank God for all of the blessings. Thank you

I got this message from a good friend:

Life is never about the people who act true in front of you....

It is always about the people who remain true behind your back.

Happy 30th Birthday to our Aussie Girl!!!!

witchie bitchy

Two girls were in the ladies room while we were brushing our teeth this afternoon. To best describe them – brat ojts from la salle. I get irritated when they’re around with all those pa sosyal English and kabastusan (they don’t know how to say excuse me or im sorry).

On my bratty mode, I imitated their expression, “ eeewww kadire”. I lost control but it felt good being bitchy sometime and it ended as a laughing moment for Mama Ca and France.

The next time I see them.. I hope they will be a bit courteous and not too loud girls mocking in the ladies room. These pasosyal bitches are really giving me chills.

Mama Ca's fave term (also from the brats) – “CHILL”

Falling apart

Some people cannot really tell how you are until they get a word from you. Sometimes when I am tired of things I divulge some points in my life. Though, many don’t understand but still I don’t give a damn.

This is one moment where I want to be all by myself and just let go. I wish somehow I was not who I am. I wish that somehow I can total say that I am free of all possible pain this world can incur me. A good girl like me don’t really deserve all these f*cking shit lapses. I believe I had gone through a lot of pain and very much tested by time. Now, the question still lingers, Why me? Why always me?

I am back to myself. I’m trying to kick this off my life for sometime now but it just keeps on haunting me. Leaving me weary and fragile again. I am starting to question myself again. Starting to ask God for why? When and how? All these leads me back to my old graveyard.

Shit happens. Just let it go. It’s really a cruel world out there. Some people you trust and love are the one who is bound to hurt you anyway. Take care of yourself. Look out for falling debris and pit-holes around you.

Many Firsts

For the 1st time, Dinah will be celebrating her bday without us by her side. How's it gonna be from Down-under? Happy Bday girlfriend!!!

*****
Done with our 1st session of UA Laser Hair Removal at Beverly Hills 6750. See you Jes sa next session.

*****
1st time that I got sooo bagot at work that we ended up heading to the South part of Manila. Ninja and I was on leave - sick -sickan. ahaha. And marking my 1st ever trip to Festival Mall.

*****
1st time in history that I can really say that I am broke. Damn. I need to fuel up my bank account soon.

*****

See that's my many FIRST from last week.

bloomed

This was forwarded to me by Dreddy. A really long but worth reading article.

A wonderful relationship should start with friendship. One should marry someone who respects, loves and accepts you for who you are. Some people get blinded by different reasons that's why they stay in a relationship that really doesnt make them happy. After long years of searching, now, I am engaged to the man I love and loves me. My best friend, my companion, my Ninja. Let the flowers bloom. There's no rushing into falling in love or getting hitched. Take time to smell the flowers, just like we did. =)

Read this. a must!

PARTNERS AND MARRIAGE
By Eduardo Jose E. Calasanz

I have never met a man who didn't want to be loved. But I have seldom met a man who didn't fear marriage. Something about the closure seems constricting, not enabling. Marriage seems easier to understand for what it cuts out of our lives than for what it makes possible within our lives.

When I was younger this fear immobilized me. I did not want to make a mistake. I saw my friends get married for reasons of social acceptability, or sexual fever, or just because they thought it was the logical thing to do. Then I watched, as they and their partners became embittered and petty in their dealings with each other. I looked at older couples and saw, at best, mutual toleration of each other. I imagined a lifetime of loveless nights and bickering and could not imagine subjecting myself or someone else to such a fate.

And yet, on rare occasions, I would see old couples who somehow seemed to glow in each other's presence. They seemed really in love, not just dependent upon each other and tolerant of each other's foibles. It was an astounding sight, and it seemed impossible.

How, I asked myself, can they have survived so many years of sameness, so much irritation at the other's habits? What keeps love alive in them, when most of us seem unable to even stay together, much less love each other? The central secret seems to be in choosing well. There is something to the claim of fundamental compatibility. Good people can create a bad relationship, even though they both dearly want the relationship to succeed. It is important to find someone with whom you can create a good relationship from the outset. Unfortunately, it is hard to see clearly in the early stages.

Sexual hunger draws you to each other and colors the way you see yourselves together. It blinds you to the thousands of little things by which relationships eventually survive or fail. You need to find a way to see beyond this initial overwhelming sexual fascination. Some people choose to involve themselves sexually and ride out the most heated period of sexual attraction in order to see what is on the other side. This can work, but it can also leave a trail of wounded hearts. Others deny the sexual side altogether in an attempt to get to know each other apart from their sexuality. But they cannot see clearly, because the presence of unfulfilled sexual desire looms so large that it keeps them from having any normal perception of what life would be like together.

The truly lucky people are the ones who manage to become long- time friends before they realize they are attracted to each other. They get to know each other's laughs, passions, sadness, and fears. They see each other at their worst and at their best. They share time together before they get swept into the entangling intimacy of their sexuality. This is the ideal, but not often possible. If you fall under the spell of your sexual attraction immediately, you need to look beyond it for other keys to compatibility.

One of these is laughter. Laughter tells you how much you will enjoy each other's company over the long term. If your laughter together is good and healthy, and not at the expense of others, then you have a healthy relationship to the world. Laughter is the child of surprise. If you can make each other laugh, you can always surprise each other. And if you can always surprise each other, you can always keep the world around you new. Beware of a relationship in which there is no laughter. Even the most intimate relationships based only on seriousness have a tendency to turn sour. Over time, sharing a common serious viewpoint on the world tends to turn you against those who do not share the same viewpoint, and your relationship can become based on being critical together.

After laughter, look for a partner who deals with the world in a way you respect. When two people first get together, they tend to see their relationship as existing only in the space between the two of them. They find each other endlessly fascinating, and the overwhelming power of the emotions they are sharing obscures the outside world. As the relationship ages and grows, the outside world becomes important again. If your partner treats people or circumstances in a way you can't accept, you will inevitably come to grief. Look at the way she cares for others and deals with the daily affairs of life. If that makes you love her more, your love will grow. If it does not, be careful. If you do not respect the way you each deal with the world around you, eventually the two of you will not respect each other.

Look also at how your partner confronts the mysteries of life. We live on the cusp of poetry and practicality, and the real life of the heart resides in the poetic. If one of you is deeply affected by the mystery of the unseen in life and relationships, while the other is drawn only to the literal and the practical, you must take care that the distance doesn't become an unbridgeable gap that leaves you each feeling isolated and misunderstood.

There are many other keys, but you must find them by yourself. We all have unchangeable parts of our hearts that we will not betray and private commitments to a vision of life that we will not deny. If you fall in love with someone who cannot nourish those inviolable parts of you, or if you cannot nourish them in her, you will find yourselves growing further apart until you live in separate worlds where you share the business of life, but never touch each other where the heart lives and dreams. From there it is only a small leap to the cataloging of petty hurts and daily failures that leaves so many couples bitter and unsatisfied with their mates.

So choose carefully and well. If you do, you will have chosen a partner with whom you can grow, and then the real miracle of marriage can take place in your hearts. I pick my words carefully when I speak of a miracle. But I think it is not too strong a word. There is a miracle in marriage. It is called transformation. Transformation is one of the most common events of nature. The seed becomes the flower. The cocoon becomes the butterfly. Winter becomes spring and love becomes a child. We never question these, because we see them around us every day. To us they are not miracles, though if we did not know them they would be impossible to believe. Marriage is a transformation we choose to make.

Our love is planted like a seed, and in time it begins to flower. We cannot know the flower that will blossom, but we can be sure that a bloom will come. If you have chosen carefully and wisely, the bloom will be good. If you have chosen poorly or for the wrong reason, the bloom will be flawed. We are quite willing to accept the reality of negative transformation in a marriage. It was negative transformation that always had me terrified of the bitter marriages that I feared when I was younger.

It never occurred to me to question the dark miracle that transformed love into harshness and bitterness. Yet I was unable to accept the possibility that the first heat of love could be transformed into something positive that was actually deeper and more meaningful than the heat of fresh passion. All I could believe in was the power of this passion and the fear that when it cooled I would be left with something lesser and bitter. But there is positive transformation as well. Like negative transformation, it results from a slow accretion of little things. But instead of death by a thousand blows, it is growth by a thousand touches of love. Two histories intermingle. Two separate beings, two separate presence, two separate consciousnesses come together and share a view of life that passes before them. They remain separate, but they also become one.

There is an expansion of awareness, not a closure and a constriction, as I had once feared. This is not to say that there is not tension and there are not traps. Tension and traps are part of every choice of life, from celibate to monogamous to having multiple lovers. Each choice contains within it the lingering doubt that the road not taken somehow more fruitful and exciting, and each becomes dulled to the richness that it alone contains.

But only marriage allows life to deepen and expand and be leavened by the knowledge that two have chosen, against all odds, to become one. Those who live together without marriage can know the pleasure of shared company, but there is a specific gravity in the marriage commitment that deepens that experience into something richer and more complex. So do not fear marriage, just as you should not rush into it for the wrong reasons. It is an act of faith and it contains within it the power of transformation.

If you believe in your heart that you have found someone with whom you are able to grow, if you have sufficient faith that you can resist the endless attraction of the road not taken and the partner not chosen, if you have the strength of heart to embrace the cycles and seasons that your love will experience, then you may be ready to seek the miracle that marriage offers. If not, then wait. The easy grace of a marriage well made is worth your patience. When the time comes, a thousand flowers will bloom... endlessly.

Proud to be Pinay!!!!

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this article was forwarded to me via email. Thanks to the writer for the appreciation of Filipino talent and for the publisher of course.

Blow the cake

I will be 28 in exactly 39 days. Marking it special due to the 8-8-8 hype and due to the call to celebrate, conflict on my day arises. Who wants that on your special day? ofcourse, no one.

As mentioned, there is time conflict due to another special occassion, which leads me to pop more thought bubbles. One. Two and three bubbles, still I don't know what to do and how to celebrate my day. All my life, I'm used to hearing mass as early as possible then do my thing and when dinner time comes, my family and dear ones enjoy a feast. It is always like that and I love it spending with the people I love.

This year though, I want to celebrate it in a different way or more special way but I still don't know how and when and whatever. Worst thing probably is to lock myself in my room. ahaha pathetic bitch. All I have now is a wish list of the things I need /want / have to achieve within "That" timeframe. I have listed 28 items:

1. done with my Nth session for laser hair removal

2. hair treatment

3. body scrub

4. a good massage

5. a much needed vacation

6. savings!!! savings!!! and more savings

7. graduate from my anger management class

8. techno strap

9. new comfy shoes

10. hot jeans

11. flattering tops

12. eternity ring or "that" necklace

13. laptop????

14. stop myself from reading and reading and reading w@w page everyday. Pde 3x a week lang. ahaha

15. get serious on things that matters most

16. to be more firm with all decisions I make

17. be more care free

18. Shu uemura eyelash curler ( not sure my the spelling)

19. estee's green tea

20. facial steamer ahaha

21. excercise

22. attend mass as often a I can

23. little charity work

24. house

25. business

26. revive my brain cells

27. spend more QT with Ninja

28. good health

that is in no particular order.
yellow font means got it already!!! =)

Because I am petite...

When designer Monique Lhuillier was looking for a dress to wear for her wedding, she had trouble finding one to fit her tiny frame.

"When you're small like I am," she explains, "a big, elaborate gown can sometimes look as if it's wearing you, rather than the other way around."

Now, of course, Lhuillier designs her own line of bridal gowns with the petite bride in mind - lots of shoulder-baring A-line styles, pleated skirts, and bodices designed with inserts. "The less fabric there is, the more you'll see of the bride," she explains. "If there's too much material and beading, the bride will look overwhelmed."

Placing an insert (or "crumb catcher") at the bustline will also help give the illusion of a lengthier frame. "The insert draws the eye up," Lhuillier explains, "making the bride look up to three inches taller."

Another trick, says Lhuillier, is exposing your shoulders and arms. "Strapless gowns and high, off-the-shoulder styles will make your torso look longer," she says. "And if you're wearing a full skirt, your bare skin will balance out all the material."

Though Lhuillier says every bride should choose the gown that best reflects her personality, she recommends the following three silhouettes for diminutive brides:

The Close-Fitting Sheath Hard for many women to pull off, the sheath is perfect for the petite bride. The slim shape follows the natural lines of the body, giving the illusion of length.

The A-line Gown: The A-line is fitted through the torso, with a skirt that falls in a slightly flared triangular shape. The silhouette elongates short waists, adding the illusion of length. If you like the fullness of a ball gown, opt for an A-line gown with a bustle to fill out the back.

The Princess Line: Princess is similar to A-line, but the fit is achieved with vertical seams that run from the middle of the shoulders down to the hem in one straight line, elongating everything.

TAKING THE TRAIN: If you've always dreamt of wearing a train on your wedding day, try pairing a six-inch sweep version with one of the above shapes. Long, chapel-length trains can look overpowering on a petite bride.

GOING UP:Now is not the time to break out the four-inch heels to add height, either. By the end of the ceremony, your feet will be killing you. Consider wearing your hair up, instead, which elongates the neck, adding length. For an even more statuesque style, top off your upswept tresses with a sparkling tiara. You'll look -- and feel -- like a princess.

DESIGNING WOMEN: In addition to Monique Lhuillier, designers like Carolina Herrera, Manale, Erisa Katsura, Yumi Katsura, and Wearkstatt all create small-size gowns (staring at size zero or two), while companies like Eden Bridals, Priscilla of Boston, and Venus all offer complete petite collections. Check out gowns from each of these companies at The Knot Wedding Gown Search. -- Hollee Actman Becker

http://www.theknot.com/ch_article.html?Object=A00523102613&MsdVisit=1

Installing 101

Installing a husband

Dear Tech support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow-down in overall system performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed undesirable programs such as NBA 5.0, NFL 3.0 and Golf Clubs 4.1.Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?

Signed, Desperate


DEAR DESPERATE,

First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system. Please enter command: ithoughtyoulovedme.html and try to download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update. If that application works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.
But remember, overuse of the above application can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Beer 6.1. Please note that Beer 6.1 is a very bad program that will download the Snoring Loudly Beta. Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-In-Law 1.0 (it runs a virus in the background that will eventually seize control of all your system resources.)

Also do not attempt to reinstall Boyfriend 5.0 program. These are unsupported applications and will crash Husband 1.0. In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly. You might consider buying additional software to improve memory and performance. We recommend Cooking 3.0 and Hot Lingerie 7.7.

Good Luck,

Tech support

Installing Love


Tech Support: Yes, ... how can I help you?
Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?
Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?
Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running?
Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off?
Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.
Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.
Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error - Program not
run on external components ." What should I do?

Tech Support: Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.
Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.
Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back
Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.
Customer: Thank you, God.

Want the bride wants....

More than 800 days to go for my dream wedding. All I want is the following:

• Intimate ceremony and reception
• Simple but elegant gown
• Cozy venue
• Attendance from our families and friends
• Nice wedding ring – mine with stones please ninja!!! Para mag compliment sa princess cut engagement ring from you. ahahaha
• Lots of memories – photos
• Real Good food. As in.
• Personalized ribbons
• Disposable cameras for each table
• Personalized table napkins
• Natural look make – up that will enhance my beauty =)
• Fire works?!? Ahahaha
• Within budget ofcourse
• Memorable honeymoon

Dilemma:

• Manila or Tagaytay???

So far, that’s it pancit.

Cheating happens when you start looking for what you don't have....

Somewhere along the way, you will meet someone who will be more charming or sensitive than the one you're already with. more sexy. more thoughtful. wealthier. better in bed. and you will meet someone who will need you and pursue you and go loco over you more than your boyfriend/girlfriend ever did. because no boyfriend/girlfriend is perfect. because your boyfriend/girlfriend will only have 90 percent of what you're looking for. So, cheating happens when you look for the missing 10 percent.

Lets say your girlfriend is melancholic by nature. You may find yourself drawn to the pretty girl next-door who has a cheerleader laugh no matter what she says: I broke my arm yesterday, ha ha ha... Or because your girlfriend is a couch potato who is always in pajamas and smelling of garlic and cooking oil, you may fall for the CK-One-smelling colleague who comes to work in a sharp pinstripe blazer, high heels, and a red pencil-cut skirt. Or because your boyfriend is the type who never shuts up even when you've tried using duct tape, your heart may skip a beat when you sit next to a brooding, mysterious Latino on the bus.

but wait! Thats only 10 percent of what you don't have. Don't throw away the 90 percent that you already do! add to the 90 percent the 100 percent that represents all the years that you have been with each other. The storms you have weathered together. The many adjustments you have made to better understand each others little quirks and idiosyncrasies. The wealth of memories that you have accumulated as lovers. The old sparks that can always be rekindled by the walk on the beach, barefoot and underneath the stars...

Cheating happens when you start looking for what you don't have. but faithfulness happens when you start thanking God for what you already have.

I got this from a friend’s blog. I am just re-posting it. I cannot relate to this actually because I trust my Ninja completely. Although, I must admit that I have been a victim of cheaters several times already. Not only once, not twice. I learned from them but most left me more fragile and less trustful. And mind you, if I trust you even a bit… be thankful coz you are one lucky individual.

One more thing, I strongly believe in Karma.

Kiss and make up

Nothing beats the power of a make up kiss. Damn, I so love it.

I shut down my old site due to my uncontrolled blog entries, which led to making it quite controversial to some folks. Still, here I am writing but as promised I will be in control. At times, I could still be fuming mad but most of the time I will be in love. In love with my views, what ever it is that I wanna share... most of all, in love with my Fiancé.

Now, what are you looking at? Come here and kiss me.